Closing Gestalt

It’s hard to explain, how it feels, when butterflies melt,

And world bursts into thousands of multicolored rays

That fly away back to the starting point…

Is this the end for us or just the begining?

Are there any differences, how to say and what to express,

Are there any differences?

Time’s like the sand on a beach

Erasing all traces with gentle waves

No need to pretend that nothing happened, occurred,

We can’t be cured as long as we want to be secure

Closing Gestalt,

Fill in the gap,

It’s the shape of a heart

That’s all that you had.

Black hole star

I would’ve killed myself in the very minute I saw you,

If I just knew, what it would mean for my soul

Keep on burning all the time,

Keep on hiding pain in wine

I’ve found and lost myself in the spices of life

Though never tried to cut the largest slice

I’ll never get over you

Whoever you are

And from every point of view

You’re like a black hole star

Used to complain and quote “Life is a mess”

But we need to live nevertheless

We’ll never get over that

Whatever we do

You said I’m a spoiled brat

I’m a weirdo

You should’ve never kept that cold in your heart

I should’ve never loved, ‘cause love’s as blind as a bat

You never get over me

Whoever we are

Once you might see in glee,

I’m like a tsar arts star.

What is the true love

Never felt this way before,

Breathing in thorns of roses,

The raven croaked Nevermore

And that word transposes

Fine-tuned low frequency stylus,

Ascending Dorian scale diminution

Never felt this way before,

Forever young ambitions

Right out of the blue

Came white parachutes

They gave me a clue

What is the true…

Never loved this way before

All consuming, killing desire

Like a king caught in the wrong role

Without a queen and an empire.

Drinking sweetheart’s apple juice,

Happily lighting a bonfire,

Hate your playing fast and loose,

Catch 22 in a cross-fire

Never died this way before

Got soaked up into memento’s photo collection

Too many cooks spoil the broth

Abjection, allergic reaction

Riding wave’s crest

I think I saw the sign

My soul is getting back to you

Drifting along the coast of deep black nights

That’s the only thing you can do

My sad and happy odyssey

One day will wash me ashore

But what you might find there

No one can know.

Life’s like the ocean

That has its storms and calms

Some ships would sink, some ships would sail,

Some people safe, some people drown.

You might find a treasure island there

And then die for food in a gold mine,

You might survive and live an isolated life.

You are my Penelope

You are my zero longitude

You are my d, o, p, e,

Prelude and interlude,

You are an aftermath

After the years of emptiness

You are my north and south

Mild east and wild west,

My bliss and life’s jest,

You beat in my chest,

I’m riding wave’s crest.

I’m bearing мой крест.

All good things

All good things go by in threes

But what shall we do? There are two of us.

So should we keep on turning fortune’s wheel?

Or just give up and ignite the night?

REF:.      Two paths we had to walk

Two places we have been

Too tired to drop the load

Of everlasting memories

Three times I’ve let you know,

What is my sweetest thing.

It’s playing on my mind stereo

It’s burning in my breast at 2080 degrees


And you smile like Mona to a small child

And you smile like Mona to a small child

4000 miles

4000 miles to kill the night desire

Too many years to understand why

It doesn’t matter what you’ve done

It doesn’t matter who first fired the gun


I’m running, running to the other side

My heart’s burning, that is how I feel tonight

Like Darth Vader, black side of the evil force.

Help me, creator, to get out of the place I was born into…


Tongue twister, led load laying on my tongue,

And every word I’m saying sounds weird, totally wrong.

Please, don’t accuse me, there’s no way of a perfect life,

Please, no excuses, there’s nothing you can do, but you try…

to understand why …

you are running when your heart’s burning

you are running…

4000 miles to kill the night desire…

too many years…

it doesn’t matter, what you have done…

does it matter?

Beauty is a kind of crime

Don’t say goodbye

I cannot stand the sound of that word

Don’t you look at me like this,

I’m trying to break the wall, to say hello over there, hello…

Let me just turn and go

A frame cut out of a Hollywood film

I feel like I’m rolling down the hill,

Strolling down the street

With my soul destroyed and killed

Ref.:      Sometimes I think your beauty is a kind of crime

The other day I thought it’s fine, we’ll have some fun


Don’t say okay

There’s nothing you can call okay

You think you choose your ways

Believe me, that is not the case.

You’re laughing and you’re smiling

For you it’s just another joke

I feel sick and deadly tired

Well, that was all, well, that was all

Ref.:      Sometimes I think your beauty is a crime

The other day I had that fire on my mind

Have you ever understood that word?

Have you ever seen the world without frames?

Have you ever known how it hurts?

It seems you never  have… Nobody’s to blame…

Who cares? We’re not the first and not the last.

Let’s dance and fool around till death do us part.

Too far away

I warn you, don’t you play with me

I’m like a God’s sparrow twittering about the world I see

All good things go by in threes

It’s been said for centuries

You can take a kiss for bliss

You can’t order time to freeze

Ref:       Too far away to break the spell of the damned queen of hearts

Too far away to fall into oblivion, I need to throw in my cards

Too far away to wipe out your picture out of my head

Too far away to be too far away to say that love is dead

Living’s easy, living’s pretty free,

But under pressure it feels like agony

It’s torture and pleasure, biting shock therapy,

Something special to protect you from apathy


Show me the way

You told me that your world is made of money

Money’s one of all those things, you know,

That doesn’t count in the end, can’t you see?

And I said that my head was made for passion

Living in passion is the only way to set us free

Ref.:      Show me the way you’ve fallen into my love

I heard that word that throws a sling, picks soul strings,

Feels like the hottest oven somewhere inside of me.

Red bird breaks hearts, sings tunes, psalm tunes,

Caught in a cartoon, Japanese animé,

We are like animals…

Ref.:      Show me the way you’ve fallen into my love

You’ve told that your world is made of money, monkey, moon key, looney, lonely, only…

The memory can’t be reset

I never thought there’d be another sign

But a sign was sent and I cannot resist

Repeating rhymes that I won’t miss

Who we are, where we were born

You are like a black hole star in the undergoing world

In my memories your hands

And that is what I cannot withstand

Let me be your pilot, baby,

And tonight they’re going to fly

You can’t reset the memories, but maybe

They’ll float with clouds in the sky

Let me be like butterflies in your belly

And tonight they’re going to fly

I never thought there’d be another chance
To listen to your breath with my head on your breast
Hand in hand, forget the rest, from east to west I’m riding wave’s crest
As usual I’m numb and dumb,
Blindfolded, I feel hurt and sad.
On my mind the look of your eyes,
The blue of your eyes that cannot be reset….

I never thought I’d get another sign,
But that occurred and I cannot resist…
The look of your eyes makes me feel sad
The memories can’t be reset